19 Credits

AHHHH! I think I am going out of my mind a little here! So today was the last day for add/drop for classes and I added my 3 more credits to my schedule which makes that 19 credits. Okay now I know some of you are probably like stop whining and crying...cause you guys know people that have taken more credits and are okay with it and have lived...but not only am I taking 19 credits now but I am also an RA and have ridiculous meetings and committees and programs to do and a floor of about 30 something girls to take care of and be there and listen to and all that jazz and on top of that I have my office job with Campus Recreation...it seems as if my life is never ending and I am stuck on this crazy regiment and schedule. The clock and time and my planner have become my best friend and I need a break from them...everything is blocked off with these time constraints and I have no time for just meee anymore...when does it ever end..is it going to be like this for the rest of my life...having a 9-5 job, having other obligations and things to take care of afterwards...having my face stuck in my planner..always looking at the time..I think I would crack if I didn't have my planner or my watch...maybe thats what I should do my media project on....the dependency of time and deadlines and people working on other schedules and other peoples time...what if time was eliminated...what then?!