Sometimes I feel like it's hard to have good relationships with lots of people in your life & I just shut down. It's probably too idealistic of me but I'd rather have no relationships than bad ones. I hate how sometimes you feel like a relationship is just for show & a false pretense & that if each person could really say what they really wanted to say then they'd kill each other. I would think that there would be a happy comfort that comes from having relationships with people instead of inklings that the other person wants to secretly annihilate you.
Maybe that's why what people call true love is so powerful. When you're in love most of the time you honestly believe that the person you are with truly loves you & wishes you no harm & only wants happiness for you. In love you can feel safe & like no one wants to attack you. It seems like it's easier to trust the one you love who loves you too because they have your best interest at heart & no other agenda.
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