Procrastination..

If you put off what you have to do you only let things pile up more...

more work

Soooooooo after feeling like I have just about finished with exams, midterms, whatever you want to call it, there's another round of tests. I don't get it. All I have been doing this whole semester is work, work, and more work. I never have time to actually doing anything fun any more. Whenever I sit down and relax, I feel like Im missing something, like I should be doing more school work. I have so many deadlines and due dates, this is ridiculous. So annoying! Im just constantly on the go and never have time to do anything anymore.

weekenddd

weekend is almost over and i have just realized that i havent gotten any work done ..
- why is it that procrastination is sooooo easyy <3

back to reality

I'm not sure why but coming back home from my weekend vacation has been completely awful. I can't get my bearings, I'm exhausted and I have work that is going to take awhile to overcome and do. Assignments are up and they're not clear to me at all, but somehow I have to make them work. People say sometimes you need a little time to relax during the year...well I now believe that unless everyone is taking off, you probably shouldn't because you'll be overwhelmed and disoriented. I have a big homework assignment, little chunks of work for the week and two quizzes in the next three days. My hands are shaking and I just want to go back to Vegas without having to deal with reality on my return.

STUDYINNNG..

OMG!!! my life is consummmmed with studying .. any free moment i have is spent with my family.. my dad set up a camper so we can camp together this weeekedn but with two exams on monday night and 8 clock tuesday mronin i am drowning .. i have sooo much work to do and so little timee. i am trying to find time to study but i have absolutely none.. :( i am currently writing this post on my way out the door to drop off my boyfriend at his rufby game and pick up my little brother to bring himback to my dads n then im going to have to drive back up to my house a couple of hours later so that i can work tonght .. i have nt started studying and i have an exam tom night from 8-10 .. then another the next mornin at 8 oclock in the mornin .. :( ughhhh..
- runnin out of the house yet again .. hope ur weekend is better than minee xoxo

/WORK

I was at work for 5 hours today, not bad. Tomorrow is another day of work. Sunday I'm back at Stony Brook.
I read a little for my sociology class at work. Couldn't read too much though because I was running back and forth. It was pretty busy. I hope tomorrow is a bit slower. I don't know how much of running back and forth for 5 hours I can do. Then after work tomorrow, I'm going to Buffalo Wild Wings, again, hopefully. I am in love with their ribs and wings. They're so delicious. If you ever have the chance, I would definitely suggest all of you guys to try it.

Now it's time to do some of my business homework before I go to bed!

Work tonight

I got home from work a few hours ago, and if you don't know already, I work at this burger restaurant in Smithtown. It's convenient because it is located just 5 minutes from my house. Work was actually surprisingly not very busy tonight. But, here's what I don't understand, obviously there is going to be a dinner rush from like 6-8 but why are people coming in at 10:30 and ordering burgers? Families are coming in and having dinner at 10:30 at night! Is this the only time that people can come together for a meal? Nonetheless, we were able to get out pretty early after we closed. Everything was done and ready for tomorrow. After work we went to Friendly's and listened to some music in the parking lot. It's what Smithtown kids do, crazy right...

Tired ...

Why do we need so much sleep.. the more stressed you get the more sleep you need .. but usually the more stressed you are the more work you have .. when you have alot of work you feel like you can never catch up and sleep is the only thing holding you back.. i wish we didn't need sleep. There are so many hours in the day that are wasted sleeping ... wasted with your eyes shut doing nothing productive for the stress and work that is piled on you. i HATE sleep.. :( no matter how much i get i still feel tired .. think of how many hours i can get things donee if we could function with out sleep.. ughh wish there were more hours in the day

/SATURDAY

Instead of spending my day doing homework, like what was planned; I went out to Roosevelt Field mall to go shopping. I bought 3 tops and I built a dog at build-a-bear workshop. Everything came out to about 60$. I came home to make money, not to spend money. I really need to learn to say "no" to buying stuff I can live without.

Now its 4PM and I have ample time to do school work. Maybe I'll bring it with to me to work and read the book because I have no clue what to write my paper on. If only all classes were simple and fun...

i need a jobb ...

I work at the math/physics library two days a week and due to cuts and the present state of the economy the school which i pay out of my butt to be in decided that i only need to work two hours a day ... two hours a day!!!! that's fours hours a week for all of the calc majors out there. How can someone call four hours a week at minimum wage a job!
- i feel like everyone is looking for a job. People who have already finished college can't even find a job now a days ... i wish the economy was better .. money didn't matter .. and everyone wasn't money obsessed.