bad bad bad

Stony Brook was a highly unpleasant experience for me today. I don't like to feel like I don't have enough time to do the things that I need to do & I hardly ever feel that way because I always make sure that I'm one step ahead of the game as far as things like my schoolwork go. My life is pretty structured & I like to keep to routines in order to keep my sanity. No offense but this class is seriously stressing me out, everyone is different & I am not an abstract thinker. I understand that the mentality of the class is that things in life come at you all the time but I've never felt so stressed out about school as I do right now. I knew this was going to be a problem & I dropped the class but I added it again because I thought I'd be a better person if I got through it but I don't know anymore.